I'm on the meds for anxiety. Its been a few months now. Not sure if they make much difference to be honest I don't think I feel any different
My job is a bit stressy sometimes but there's nowhere else I'd rather be & nothing else I'd rather be doing at the moment so ...
Maybe I've just lost my mojo.
I'm eating & sleeping better now. I make sure I get my veggies down me. I do get tired a lot, my favourite place is bed. I'm up early though & I do a lot of physical activity outdoors. I just seem permanently bone tired & generally can't be arsed with anything besides work.
I avoid people. I find them too much effort lately. Maybe I'm just a miserable cow now I'm older.
I took the meds coz I reached a low point & didn't really know what else to do.
I don't feel suicidal or owt like that. I just wish some fucker would turn the lights off for a month whilst I sleep & rejuvenate.
I've got everything I ever wanted right now. Everything I wished for. I just wish I had the sodding energy to enjoy it.