So, today when I was at uni, I had a lecture with this man, let's call him Karl (not his real name, obviously), and he was INSANELY hot. Quite tall, skinny, well dressed, dark brown hair, glasses and a gorgeous English accent that would make any woman cream in her knickers.
The thing is I'm in a relationship with a guy back home in Belfast and we've been together for six months and it's been great. I just can't help but feel guilty for fantasising about this lecturer. See today when he was showing us this video about joiking (google it!), I fantasised about me and him at a bar having a drink and then fucking each other at his house. He was kissing my neck and my body and gave me oral sex, that made me cum so hard, I nearly fainted.
As you can guess, the rest of the lecture was just THAT, so I haven't a clue what I learned today.
Is it normal to have a crush on a uni lecturer? And should I feel guilty?